Still No Msgs from Canadian Consulate

I called Mrs Hu several days ago and she told me there is no mail.
Waiting, boring, tiresome, accompanied with the continuous denials of job applications, I am slipping into chaos!
Job opportunities in China and US are so different that I received numerous interview invitations in US but no one from China. My misery is I have to go back to China because of J-1 VISA.
Jessica has cancelled her US travel plan because of her grandpa's illness.
So many bad news!